Showing posts with label likutey moharan. Show all posts
Showing posts with label likutey moharan. Show all posts

Friday, June 12, 2009

Understanding the 'Tzaddik HaEmet' from Chosen Mishpat



Have ever thought about why we keep Halachot? Well these are my words, as I have not heard them else where, but I'm sure I'm not the first to contemplate this.
I believe that they are a physical represention of the spiritual. A Kal V'Chomer if you prefer. For example the laws of, Pikadon, an object deposited with custodian for safekeeping, Our Neshoma's were deposited in our goof's for safekeeping so me must take care of Them. Or for example the laws of, Oseh Shaliach Leg'bos Chovo, laws regarding appointing someone to collect a debt. I have of recently been reflecting on how these laws are mirrored in the realm of the spirit.

I've been learning Chosen Mispat, The fourth section of the Shuchan Aruch dealing with Judaical law. Simon קכא' 121' The Laws of appointing a Shaliach/messenger are very curious to me as they would certainly apply to 'Moshiach', We know that Hashem is also bound by His law so to speak. So what applies here also applies in the realm of the spirit, if only for the sake of our comprehension. If we approach these laws in this way, we may come to understand the role of the 'Tzaddik HaEmet' which is different from Moshiach by the way, as Hashem's Shaliach/messenger. Because we have Eliyahu HaNavi, Moshiach ben Yosef, whom is here in each dor, Moshiach ben Dovid which comes to point us to Moshe Moshiach the Tzaddik Ha Emet, who is the righteous Redeemer, that we yearn for. The whole of this is a long draw out process which we need not explore. And we could not understand all of it anyway. We need but to trust in the fact at Hashem is in control and all will be for the best, and that we will all witness it very soon. with all that said, This is lengthy it will take some time to develop this concept so it can be understood in general. There are many great and lofty 'inyanim' in what you would think to be dry law. Hashem gave all of us this so with everything we do or say we should remember that He and He alone is the creator of the world. I'm literally on fire after coming to understand just a little of what is here.

Rebbe Nachman of Breslev z"l, through Reb Nosson Sternhartz z''l probably put it into the most sense and in the most simple of terms that I have encountered. in His Likutey Halachot of Chosen Mishpat, Oseh Saliach Leg'Bos Chovo.

Likutey Halachot Chosen Mishpat, The laws of appointing a Shaliach/messenger to collect his loan/debt.

Halacha aleph: And the one who makes a Shaliach makes in front of two witness and says he 'ploni' is responsible for the loan. And these two witness are and aspect times two doubled and this is an aspect of lashon hakodesh. And 'IT' The 'Holy Tongue' sustains everything. Because all of the world was made with Lashon HaKodesh. Like it is written: "ud'varayv chaim v'kayamim laahd" and His is an aspect (davarim19): according to two (mouths) of two witness you will establish a thing." only on the testimony of two is a davar established.

Halacha bet:
Ot aleph; 'Money is the responsibility of the borrower until it reaches the hand of the lender or his Shaliach' as we see from simon koof chaf and koof chaf aleph of Chosen Mishpat.

And means according to the Miarmar of Rebbenu z"l, "B'Chatzotzrot (with trumpets) and the sound of the shofar shout out before Hashem, The King." "Now, each and every person must say: " the entire world was created only for my sake" (sanhedrin 37a). Consequently, because the world was created for my sake, I must constantly look into and consider ways of making the world better; to provide the missing in the world and to pray on it's behalf'" (Likutey Moharan 5).

The only why to do this is through prayer. But a person needs to know how to pray. He needs to know difference of, if it is before Gezar din 'divine sealed strict judgement' or after the Gezar din. And how do you know this? The only way to get to this level is to preform each mitzvah with such tremendous shimcha/joy/enthusiasem, and just for the sake of the mitzvat without any reward in this world or the next. Without any regards for his olam haba. This is the difference in the level of Nevuah/prophesy of Moshe Rabenu and the nevuah of the other prophets. Because the one who does the mitzavot for the receiving of merit in Olam Haba this is the aspect of 'sight that is dimmed' like when someone sees something from a distance. Yes he does the mitzvot for the reward to come 'for he sees in the distance'. He is in effect waiting to get paid. And this payment is called navi, 'prophet', for this person can attain only this lower level of vision. But the person who can do all the mitzvot with real simcha, with a tremendous simcha and wants no merit but that of the mitzvat itself. He is unpleasent at the thought of recieving a reward for this mitzvah. i.e. like when you do a favour for someone and they want to pay you for it, it takes away from joy of helping this person. It cheapens it. This is the aspect of nevuah in the aspect of clear vision, at this level a person can have the Daat to understand whether it is before a Gezar Din or after Gezar Din. The mitzvot are the unifications of Hahsem, The mitzvot are our way of unification with Hashem yitbrech. This is how we connect to Hashem and through the simcha of doing the mitzvot without any other gratification, we are able to connect to the joy of Hashem, that He has from His creation. "WOW"!!! And from this you can to know/understand/spiritually sense, whether it is before or after the Gezar Din and know how to pray to rectify the world, and to fulfill all that is lacking. "Which by the way is our responsibility in this life, in this world". How does this work? What's lacking in the world? The only way to fill any 'Chesron'/lack/void in this world is only through Prayer! See Torah heh of likutey Moharan for more. In short you have to know how to pray, if Hashem forbid someone is poor, is that a 'Gezar Din' or is it that after he makes a tikun/recification, he'll become rich? It effects the way you would pray for him to know on what side of the line he is holding.

Ot Bet; The words of Reb Nosson he explains here. Here the Ichkar is the shlemut HaAdom. What is the shlemut/compeletness of a man? When he can go to the level of doing the mitzvot of Hashem with such simcha that his only reward is the unification with Hashem, nikkal with hashem. his only olam haba is the mitzvot itself, you see when we are doing a mitzvot b'simcha we are nikal with Hashem the Ari HaKodosh said about himself "that he only merited to his level by doing the mitzvot b'simcha". At this level then he can know whether it is before or after the Gezar Din and then is able to fulfill the void in this world. This is the only way we can repay our debt to Hashem. there is no greater thing in the world! Gevalt!!!

And this is the same aspect of being able to repay his debt, this is all the same concept. For a person does not fulfill his obligation until the money actually reaches the hand of the lender or his shaliach who is like him. Reb Nosson explains, all the mitzvot is the same level as we are repaying or obligations, for we have a obligation to preform the mitzvot. what do we say when someone does a mitzvat? 'Hu yotzeh ha chovo' he has fulfilled his obligation. Yes it is a chov you and I are bound by obligation to preform the Mitzvot! Why? I'll tell you. "For Hashem yitbarech created all the world from the heavens to the lowest hell. and all of it soley for Israel, and the purpose of the Torah. You see the only reaseon that Hashem created the world is for israel to preform the Torah. like it says, "B'reshiet B'rah Elokit" The rabbis o.b.m " 'For Israel and for the Torah was the reshit'. For before Israel received the Torah all the world from the top to is end, what was sustaining the world? It was nothing but unsolicited undeserved loan of the graciousness of Hashem. Yes it was made and given to us as a loan, of grace and for the doing of mercy. Like the Holy Zohar says "the whole world was created only that Hashem could reveal his attribute of mercy". The world was on loan. No one was paying Hashem back for the creation. it was delayed payment. for Hashem saw that there would be a time when the tzaddik HaEmet would pay. For there is no existence with out Torah. There is not a moment that the world can exist with out the Torah. Without Yerutah t'tata without any stimulation from below. Now it is only through the Tzaddikim that serve Hashem at this level of complete Simcha that sustains the whole world at this very moment. They are a chesed Hashem gives us in every generation the Tzaddikim to sustain and and repair the world. For when the Tzaddikim perform the mitzvot and mishim tovim they raise up, elevate the potential to actual, they raise up the entire creation to it source that is the entire Sod and depth of the all mitzvot. The Tzaddik is able to build a 'komah shelmah' complete construct, a complete unification in the world 'olam shenah nefesh' 'the world of time and of spirit' a joining of the two. They complete a unification, of all existence is this world 'shenah nefseh'. The true tzaddik is paying back all the loans for all of us for all time. This the return of all the loans can only be returned by this soul. The idea of returning the loan is the returning of the sparks because the sparks where given to us on loan. We must gather these sparks and return them and only as we bring them to the Tzaddik HaEmet and he places them where they need to be. So the Tzaddik HaEmet is the Sheliach chosen by Hashem to collect all the loans. his soul volenteered for the job before the world was created, and when we entrust our payments to him then we are patur/no longer responsible, for we have now payed our loan. the responsibility is now on him. But I'm jumping ahead.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Why Tanis Of Esther?



Esther's fast.

When we have Emunah in Hashem, and Emunah in the Tzaddik and Faith in ourselves we have no need to fast (Liktey Moharan II, 86; Rabbi Nachaman's wisdom #140).

Let's for the sake of conversation for a moment just let go of this life this earthly life. Let's mentally leave behind all the earthly goals and take leave of the material all our worldly aspirations to raise above all the transient temporal desires all of them riches power, pleasures, prestiage, all of this 'the olam' the world we live in with all of it's t'aivah 'lusts' and enter a more permanent eternal, more meaningful exisitance. To a state of life where there is solitude, to a place where we can see the vainity of 'this normal life' to a vantage point from where we can see the total futility of the this world and this life, with it's social standards and it's peer presures. We rise to a perspective to where we can clearly see the futality of and insanity of a "Jewishness practiced only to attain empty vain goals of such a life. from this point, detacted from from and unmoved by these earthly goals, it's only from this eternal panorama that we can focus on the the "Ultimate goal of the life", 'THE EMET' And from here, undisturbed by the distraction of the transient, vanity of this world, we can concetrate enough to yearn for and long for and come in touch with the deepest longing of our real selves our souls and it's only desire that being to cleave to Hashem, to be one with our source. From here we can can see the and feel the harmony of creation with our souls we then can sing in the this celestral symphony. Our souls sing all in unision, they sing they parts their song to Hashem the master of all. And at this point we can experience Hashem only and we can only manifest Him... This is Joy... and now we can only stay here for a short while, in this ecstatic moment, feeling no experiencing a fortaste of the life eternal. This is the goal that we each long for. and now as we begin to return from reallity to this temporary experience that we call life this earthly relm, we want to take all this that we have gain the insights and all the feelings we have had, ingest them and let them enter deep into our souls so that whem we return to our fleshly material selves we will remember what we saw and learned and now that we are back here in this reality that hides the truth to this mundane, we promise ourselves that we will stay above these earthly goals that we will stay awake and aware of the truth and that we will always focus on the the ultimate goal of this exisitance in every thing we do. But most of us aren't really yet to make this leap of faith. we are are distracted and overwelmed by the colors tastes and sounds of this earthly life that we identifty so strongly with this earthly life, that we afre unable to unplug, that without it we see no point in living. we feel earthly goals are all there is and to give them up is to be left with nothing. this begs at us in it's self it asks, Who are we?... What is life?... and where is Hashem? What is my part if any in this?

We can never answer these objective questions as long as we are blinded by the subjective needs. by those desires for riches... and pleasures.. power and prestige... these were all that Haman and Achashverosh had and longed for. The earthly he ruled over the whole world. They had it all, but what? They wanted more they wanted, what the Jews had too. To answer these questions we need to set our sights on the 'ultimate goal' to be able to even catch a glimpse to be able to even set our sights we need to the Tzaddik who can help us raise above the earhtly goals.
We must connect and link to the the Tzaddik who has no subjective goals, who can answer our questions and guide us to the ultimate goal. we must follow and relate to his teachings, and allow the to restructure our lives a refocusing as it where. But to do this we must have faith in the tzaddik and in ourselves, but it is only through the tzaddik that we can begin to have faith in ourselves this in turn builds our faith in the tzaddik that he knows the true answers and that we can raise to the goal. and we ourselves must take the frist step of showing our desire, because by doing so Hashem sees that we seek the truth and He will guide us to the tzaddik. But until then, we are as blind to the tzaddik as we are of the ultimate goal (Likutey Halakhot, Hilchos shabbos 6:3).
And in the time of Haman, as is the case now, we had lost faith in the tzaddik, we ignored Mordechai's plea not to attend the orgy. We had lost faith in ourselves that being that we could withstand temptaion and raise above, to the goal (Likutey Halakhot, Yibum 3:15).

So Esther decreed a fast she enjoined us to make a vow (Rokeach, Esther). She told us to raise above the need to eat she proclaimed a 3 day fast. and making the vow to fast, we showed our desire to transend the earthly needs. We showed faith in ourselves, that we could and would keep the fast. Hashem them helped us to see that we really do not need all those "needs". And He brought us in touch with the Tzaddik with Mordechai who could then tell us the truth about ourselves. Who are we What is life and where is Hashem. And then we will have no need to fast. Rather, at the Purim Banquet we can serve Hashem with feasting and drinking even more than we serve Him with fasting (Likutey Morharan I, 58:2-6 also Lm II, 86). Beacuse the The "ULTIMATE" GOAL IS EARTHLY SERVICE. BUT WE MUST FAST TO GET THERE. So every year on the eve of Purim, we keep Esther's fast.

Tzom cal, Happy Purim from Reb Nati and family from the Holy city of Jerusalem.

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Thinking and Queston's Then Again Not



I spent the day walking when I was suppose to be in yeshiva learning. I mean the day started ok; Wake up, wash up, get dressed, say bracha's. Drink a cup off coffee, 'yeah fell of the herbal tea and sugar substatute' my diet is shot Hashem willing I'll have the strength to return to it. 'the pain's are back'... 'Baruch Hashem'.

I walked from the yeshiva Chut Shel Chesed to the old city via the shechem gate 'through the middle of the muslim quarter to Shuvah banim, the yeshiva of Hrav Eliezer Brelend. The first time in 12 years. And the first time with out my gun. I walked with two talmidim of the Shuva Banim. We walked and blessed Hashem and each other. Talking about our Rebbe and the Torah. Not even paying attention to where we were or what was going on around us. Emunah chazak it felt good to just trust in Hashem and not even think about it. really I took no thouhgt of it ! Wow! I mean I used to walk around all the time in condition yellow, with one in the pipe, ready to rock, always scanning The doors, windows, classifying targets reprocessing judging treats, assigning priories. I mean jacked up and good to go sir let's rock! I mean hard rock!.... Wait just minute? What Yaakov?

Anyway I'm now back from the ambulance that just came because my son was shocked with 220v 'baruch Hasem' all is well they checked him out, EKG the works and it only took 3 minutes to get here and we know all the young men. We made a minyan for me to davim mariv. but Pray for Yaakov shmuel ben leah malka.

But I really felt and realized the Matrix today as I prayed for an apartment in yerushalim near the yeshiva. also went to pull my chvusa out of his home and drag him back to learn. Bauch Hashem. I looked at a 3 million dollar house in the Old City, imean regular apartment in jeru is 300,000 $ I'm crazy right but the rav said what's a few zero's, zero they are nothing for Hashem Right.

Likutey Moharan #33.

"Mi HaIsh Hechafeit Chaim Who is the person who desires life), Who loves days of seeing good"(Psalms 34:13)

The principle is that a person should pursue peace. 'He should see to it that ther is peace between Jews. and that each person is at peace with his attributes- I.e. He should not be conflicted within himself over what happens to him. It should make no difference to him whether he experiences good times or bad, he always finds Hashem in it.
You see that being at peace means total trust in Hashem no doubts at all not even a thought of how or where or if ? just like it is a movie. "when man makes peace with Hashem then Hashem makes even his enemies to be at peace with him. they cant touch you! How is that a person can find Hashem in every thing it is only through the Torah, which is called peace, as is written all her pahs are peaceful" (proverbs 3:17). And by means of the Tzaddikim, who are called "covenant of peace. as a result he can love peace in every situation, both in good times... And there can be peace between Jews, with them loving one another. Only in this manner can a person come to true inner peace. This is the foundation of Emunah!

Erev tov Reb Nati